RESULT!

mood for the day: HORRIBLE

oh god..

finally the result is releasing today at 12pm.

TERRIBLE.

I have failed.

But is within my expectation actually.

I know I will fail..

With the result I got

I decided to drop one paper this sem.

and resit for the 2 papers that I failed.

I don't know how to face my family.

I shouldn't give any excuse for my failure.

after I received the email from uk side

I decided not to go for class

Cause I have decided to drop that paper.

No point for me to stay in there and let her scold.

Got to go and visit the admin for further process..

after the result I went to redbox with hydie (:

spending our sweet time in k room

just two of us.

then there comes henry, her boy.

I was releasing stress there.

I thought I have found back my smile.

but last night, he rob my smile again

and I have to re-boost my mood.

Im not happy...

Luckily I have friends around me

accompany me.

After sing k with hydie,

we bought J.CO donuts as my tea-time

and have it at starbucks.

This is what we called ENJOYED LIFE (:

Staying back alone at college without Jiaqie today.

therefore I have times to sit alone for blogging while hydie take a nap.

Things that bother me a lot was my result and my ex bf.

things that haven settle.

what can I do to fix it rather than make it worst and think about it everyday?

I have done my part.

as my friends say

perhaps I have to be more cruel.

But I can't..

too kind? maybe..

arhh.. I scared one day I will crash down.

I just can't handle all in one time.

Many things I doesnt tell you doesnt mean that I dont care.

Just hide it inside my heart

never let you know.

and not everything I can share.

I will be strong

I love this quotes. It's suits me well...