Break up

Yesterday was a bad day for me.
Is been a long while I have not be in such a bad mood.
I was really down..

Class was in afternoon.
I woke up early morning.
After that went to pavillion alone for starbuck.
what I want is to calm myself.
sit there alone and think of what I wish to archieve.
Perhaps is time for me to end this up..
You have be a burden for me..
I need to rest..

Afterwards went to my friend place..
Time for college.
I was down and not in mood.
Luckily class ended earlier. At 5.
Cut down my torture time.
I couldnt focus at all.
I was reading magazine and facebooking all the time.
Saw a nice bag.. The brand called banana taipei.
A friend of mine say is like hermes. Lols
I ask my cousin to help me buy for it from taiwan. save a lots. Whee <3

After class ended, we went to ss15 snowflakes.
we was discussing about my problem and bla bla bla.
I told myself Everythings will be alright..
Single wasnt that bad I think.


at night went to mamak with my friends.
Discuss the same thing again.
But different people.
All the people asked me to let go.
Shouldnt let myself suffer.
Whether to do or not to do is my decision.
This have been bother me this few days.

I decided to let go.
I told him at night.
He asked me to stay with him until the trip.
And I agreed.

Lack of sleep this few days
Looks like a vampire.
Im going crazy people.
I scared I will be alone again..
May god bless me. (:

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