for what I deserved..
the trouble that I mad
e.
I do admit
It is really not easy to say break at all.
Especially to those who we love.
I tried not to hurt you.
But you?
You make your own life hard.
You live for me.
But this is not what I want.
I just want a normal teenager's life.
You might say you are a teenager too
but you have went through everything that I'm facing now.
I just started to enjoy life but you demanding me to stop now.
Because of you I have no more freedom..
I tried to accept you
although it have been 3 years I live in this way.
But things do change.
and I have limit too.
and now it burst out.
I understand how you feel.
I wasn't happy with this ending too
but you are a BURDEN.
you always a BURDEN to me!!!
Im sorry on what I have done to you.
I just couldnt stop blaming myself of hurting you so deep.
But if I dont be cruel,
It would take longer time to settle down.
It would be much hurt by the time.
everything got much more complicated now.
I do bothers me!!!
You said I did not put this relationship in my eye.
But you do not understand how tired am I.
How I suffered for this while.
I even lost my smile for this while.
but the way you say goodbye
is like you decided to suicide.
I dont like a person which will take it's life as a joke.
you only will hurt the people around you.
Please do appreciate it.
appreciate what you have and what you own
especially the life.
and please learn to be mature!
Although we have already break up
but I can always be your listener.
as a friend..
But it might be hard for both of us.
but time will cure all these.
Perhaps you will find a better girl.
Someone that much more suitable for you more than me.
Thank you for whatever you have done to me.
for the time you spend on me.
and your heart..
I will never regret on what I do.
once the decision have been made
we should not regret at all..
from now on I will move on
and find back my smile
the optimistic
have faith and I can made it!!
goodbye to you!
love you as always.
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