here comes my baby girl

Wuhoo finally my baby girl has come out.
23 nov 2012
As i said this is a process to got through by every women
im just slightly earlier.

The process wasnt as easy as i thought.
However no matter how hard the process is
when the baby come out you will feel it was the best thing that happen in your life
i dare to say that im brave enough.


However due to my current situation im not able to take care of baby by myself.
i was help by my mother and sister in law.
I felt like the baby was their's asset.
Even took the baby to sleep with them.
Just few days i already have this feeling.
What about the future.
I got no idea

what can i say is good luck for me in the future.

hopefully my girl girl will grow up
happily and healthy always.

现在的我，不比以前快乐。

不知道为什么
最近总觉得很没安全感
我现在放下了一切
专心在家里养胎
说真的
我真的开始觉得我的人生没趣
没工作
没东西做
不就是个闲人吗？

这头家里也只有我一个人
或许很多人会说
我很好命
不用做
但是很多人并不知道
寂寞两字的意思
冷冷冰冰的感觉
让我觉得很没家的感觉

我很怀念我以前的生活
逍遥自在
没有负担
现在的我
却没有以前快乐

一向给人感觉很乐观的我
渐渐的消失了吗？

我和老公
也不像以前拍拖的时候
是你太累
或是我太闲
胡思乱想了吗？

有句话总是说
life will go on no matter what happen.
所以无论怎样
日子还是要过
希望慢慢我会习惯吧。

married

is been a while never update my blog.

and hereby im married :)

nothing much to share for now.

going through pregnancy process.

although my honeymoon was in kl

but im happy enough

thanks for everyone's wishes.

will update soon with some pictures to show :)

status update

here is the recent photo of me!
is been a while never come here and share my life.
im so busy until i have no time to update my blog's!!
LOL

i went to hatyai last month for their new year
the midnight songkran.
is freaking high :)
this was the first time i been there.
but its worth to go :)

im engaged! whee <3
after all im getting married soon
this june 23
so many things to prepare and ready
went for the pre-wedding shoot last 2 days.
very tired after all.
and the weather ruined my plans.
end up no more outdoor for me.
sad case.
however, everything go smooth after that.

people might have opinion on my decision
but i choose to ignore it.
i made my own decision and i choose my own path.
marry at my age maybe is slightly early than the others
but i believe it will not be a bad decision.
i trust myself.
trust my judgement.
i will show the world there is no right or wrong
its just depend on how you choose to go on with the path chosen.!
i will stay happily thereafter.

Singapore

 Last week i went to singapore with my family.

consider as a social visit.

this was the first time go singapore by driving.

actually is quite near :)

here are some pictures to share on :)

 Day 1  thursday 23th Feb

on my way to singapore :)

 nothing much on first day after a long journey from kl to singapore.

Day 2 Friday 24th Feb

the meal of second day. pork belly soup. nice :D

so damn cute wei. hello kitty lollipop

one unknown in blue shirt. accidently shot in. my aunt, cousin sis and granny..

the look. :D ION mall. orchard.

braun buffel for granny from my aunt :D

favourite fererror rocher

rubi store. grab this :)

the meal of first night. cooked by my granny. yummy.

Day 3 Saturday, 25 Feb

wake up early morning :D went to market place.

at night we went to tampines. here is the place where we bought the DIY Deco Cake

camwhore with cousin :D

blur...

i miss her!!

so cute

the side view of the cake. MY NAME

my DIY birthday cake, make by Jayvy, my cousin :D
looks more like a wedding cake LOL

with my granny :D

happy 20th birthday to me :D

ewwww....

make a wish.. tiger teeth.. 

guess what. we eat with this! fork and spoon.!!

end up like this. disgusting LOL

Day 4 Sunday 26th Feb

 breakfast at TCC, changi airport t3 :)

the surrounding was beautiful

my breakfast

my drink

pink coach in MRT love it

saw this lil thing in changi airport's toilet. malaysia dont have LOL

on the way back :D the view is so nice LOL

Camwhore-ING

here ends my trip :D
wish to be there again.
night.

感情的事

今天的我
突然心血来潮
把我的po换了华语
我并没有什么特别的原因
只是突然觉得
英文就不是我的专长

这几天心情都不怎么样
总是在他面前摆着一副臭脸
不是我难搞
而是吵架了

说真的
我明白了一个道理
两个人在一起并不只是两个人的事
而是两个世界联合起来
关系到很多身边的人
有时候我们总是会说谈恋爱是两个人的事嘛
但是现实却不一样

我不想去说或者数落他的不是
吵架的原因我也把它放一边
不再去提

我发觉有时候当我们自己太理性时
很多时候会把事情弄得很复杂
女生的思想其实并不复杂
只是他们会顾虑到身边和事后的细节。
但是男生往往很鲁莽

男生的脾气总是比较直
他想的事情就会直接的说出来
一点都不拐弯抹角
但是女生刚好相反

我承认我是有点任性不讲理
但是我已经容忍了那么多
吞下了那么多口气
我要的只是你会好好的疼爱我，
安全感总不能少
陪在我身边，给点自由我
这么简单的事你做不到？

有些女生永远不在乎你能给他一些什么物质上的享受
他们要的东西不一定要花钱才行
当他们闹脾气时
只是希望你能放多点注意力在他身上。
多多关心他。
其实这样的女孩一点都不难搞

当一个女孩愿意为你做一切事情
他也希望他付出的会有回报
这可以证明他对你的爱
这样的女孩你们男生得好好的珍惜

感情的事没有绝对
没有对或错
只有你们肯让步还是不愿意

而我
我这选择让步
容忍他的不是

唯有这样
感情才能持久。

The Valentine's day

13/2/2012

here comes my valentine's day..
Is been a day earlier than the others.
all because i have exam on 14/2/2012
sad case.
while the result was out on 13/2/2012
terrible result. make me cry!

and i cancelled my date eventually.
thanks for my boy to stay at my side and comfort me
ya he knows that im unhappy.
he make me cry.
but afterward, it make me feel better.

after know him for so many years.
this was the first time i celebrate valentine's day with him
and i received flowers and bears from him too.
im super duper happy although i keep complaining how you waste your money.
LOL this is the way i am.

we went to dinner at SHOGUN JAPANESE BUFFET at FARENHEIT88
this was my idea.
eat can help me to reduce stress.
we ate as much as we can.
from 6 until 10.
our stomach is damn amazing.
crazy size.
his family came to join us at half way.
have lots of fun.

this was a simple yet a warm valentine's day celebration
thanks for my dear on what you gave to me.
on 14/2/2012
he came to college and have dinner with me at pyramid.
watching people holding flowers doesnt make me jealous at all.
cause i ald have one.
and for me its enough.

thanks for everything.
I LOVE YOU <3


pictures!

this was actually the bear i received!! 7 in total. LOL

this was my favourite among all.

flowerss!!! <3

end up i only bring these come back. as my valentine's day present. bag from vincci <3

the only pic we took. LOL he looks so fat la!!
at SHOGUN BUFFET, farenheit88.

31.1.2012 gathering with my babes

wuhoo~
finally i mange to meet my babes <3
is been a while din saw them...
miss them much

afternoon we went to CEO Neway sing k.
this was the first time i went there
but the feel was damn good.
beautiful environment
nice food
cheap price.
i will come back again

here's are the pictures took from there (:

so many food. finished by we 2 person LOL.

instax mini

camwhore

student card, instant photo

 after sing for 5 hours, really long.
at night we went to G Tower, House
for abalone yee sang.
once again is under the groupon voucher

lemonade.

here comes the abalone yee sang

the mess LOLXD

naughty looks

instant pictures. the sista <3 miss you all.

we should meet more babes.
miss you all lots...
hugs, muacks