The begining of the semester

Oh here starts my sem.
For the past few weeks,
I have been too lazy,
Although I went to help my cousin at her shop
But no customer and my job was juat sit there.

I think I have gain my weight..
Is time to diet.
Nobody likes fat girl.
I mean I couldnt bear my weight gaining..

I am having a bad mood this few days.
Am I really that bad for u.
Whatever u promise to me was nothing for u.
I mean nothing to u too. X:
Im so sad.
U never give me a chance to clarify.
Now I chosen to fed up.
I will leave. Don't worry.

I have lost my target.
What should I archive in this stage?
M I really not worth to live here?
Really feel like im useless and worthless.
If one day im gone,
Who will realise and miss me?

Recently im totally brooke..
I really needs money.
But im not sure whether I really haVe the time for it anot.
Maybe part time job suitable for me right now.
Hardly for me to decide..

So many things come to my mind at the moment I enter to my blog.
But not everything I can share.
And I know I have do the best for my part.
Let ppl judge, I will improve myself.
To be a better person. :)

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