New BLOG

Is been long time never updates my blog.
and now here I am.
I have deleted all the previous post.
and now start the new one.
that blog is officially 'DEAD' now.
but I'm using the old link.
that means now you are accessing my new BLOG:D

well today I was in a down mood.
caused by yesterday
sometimes people around may not understand you.
but family will do.
and what I have I found out is..
the only person who understand yourself would be yourself ONLY.

people may say tons of words to hurt you.
and yourself would have to protect yourself.
don't ever hope there will be someone to protect you till the end of your life.
It might happen only if you were lucky..

I'm just 19 at this moment.
I can't do anything to my life..
I can't even live independently..
People around me may wonder,
how can I still be that optimistic
since that my life is so stress and etc.
What I did is, hide all the sadness deep inside my heart.
A place where no one can reach.
You might think Im such a STUPID one.
and cry is one of my way to release it.

Well now I'm in a better mood.:)
hope it will get better again.. peace.

dear someone: well sorry for deleting the previous blog.
cause is really dead there. :(